I had the most amazing Inner Alchemy experience this morning in my dance class.  As a trained dancer, I have always had the ability to connect to the music with emotions and extend that to the paying audience.  But, it was always happy emotions, even if the music was sad.

This morning was different.  The song was Memories from the Musical Cats.  It is a song about the energy of the Moon and moving into the energy of the coming Dawn.  If you have been following my articles this year, then you remember everything I have written about the changing energy of the moon etc…  I have recently fully moved into the Maitreya energy which is the color of the golden morning dawn.  I am not the same person anymore.  

Has the moon lost her memory

She is smiling alone

As I danced a Ballet Waltz, and listened to the music wash over me, something strange happened.  I could feel how the lost aspect of the Divine Feminine, as represented in the Maitreya energy did temporarily lose her memory.  That aspect fell from grace,  was lost and alone in the distorted “old” Moon energy.  The “old moon energy”  was anything but, supportive of  Feminine energy.

All alone in the moonlight

I can smile happy your days (I can dream of the old days)

Life was beautiful then

I remember the time I knew what happiness was

Let the memory live again

When I heard these words, I began to connect and feel the Maitreya energy the way it was before the fall.  As the music played and I moved to the music, I become one with the notes,  the words, and memories of a long forgotten past.  I then did something that I only thought was possible for Shaman.  I entered a trance like state while dancing.  Not as fully as I felt I could go, because I was cautious, I was in a room of other other dancers.  But, still…I allowed myself to enter and release.  I felt the past come up through my body, and with every dance movement, it flew off of my body.  I began to cry intense tears of joy as I danced through the darkness.  It was leaving me again, and since I was moving and releasing at the same time, it came up at a speed that I never knew was possible.  I have never felt so much freedom in my life, my movements gained more power, each one building with more emotions.  I felt like I couldn’t breath, until, my heart popped open towards the end, and I wanted to fly through the ceiling.  

I must wait for the sunrise

I must think of a new life

And I mustn’t give in

When the dawn comes

Tonight will be a memory too

And a new day will begin


When I heard these words, my eyes where burning with tears, and my body was pouring with the sweat of the past.  I began to vibrate with more new energy.  I have no idea at this point how I was turning, kicking and swaying with the music.  I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror, because I was changing once again, and I knew the girl that I saw in the mirror before class, was going to be different at the end of this waltz.  When the dance was finished, we took our final curtsey, bowed our heads in reverence to the music, which is a Ballet tradition, and I gasped for air.  I looked at my teacher, feeling slightly embarrassed.  She looked at me and said,  “A lot of emotion is to be found in the power of dance, especially with this song.”  I nodded my head yes, and when I looked around the room, I was not alone.  I left more of the past on the dance floor, transmuted through my dance in the darkness.

If you touch me,

You’ll understand what happiness is

Look, a new day has begun

A new day has begun for me, and I am filled with new happiness.  This dance in the darkness was perfect timing more me.  Two nights ago, I had a lucid experience when I was not fully asleep, I was in the in between state.  Where it is hard to tell sleep from awake.    I felt myself being picked up and carried.  I was being lowered on a new path that was a little gold in color.  When I was released, I felt like a fish being released in the open water, free to swim as it wants.  I quickly made a turn to the North-West.  

So, this dance was the most amazing moment of inner alchemy I have ever had.  To feel darkness arise, and transmute through moment so quickly was amazing.  Crying tears of darkness and tears of intense joy simultaneously while dancing,  was a moment I will never forget.  I look forward to my new Golden days in the light of the Maitreya energy.  

Look…a new day and a new path has begun,

Lisa Rising Berry

Here is a link to the Song Memories….MEMORIES

Songwriters: Andrew Lloyd Webber / T. S. Eliot / Trevor Nunn / Zdenek Hruby
Memory lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, The Bicycle Music Company, Imagem Music Inc

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6 thoughts on “Inner Alchemy….My Morning Dance In The Darkness

  1. Lisa, I just wanted to tell you that the feelings SO arose with in me that you spoke of, a time before now and the feeling of freedom and joy and bliss that I have so often experienced of late, the feeling is almost indescribable isn’t it, the only word I can use this Euphoria for no reason whatsoever it just overcomes me and a sense of beauty that I see him feel and my surroundings. I am so happy that you shared this because I still have tears in my eyes from connecting to this article so much love to you🤗💗 and thank you for being who you are and sharing with the world such beauty. I am grateful, Blackburn.💜🌹 Teresa

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  2. YES!!! Thank you for sharing this experience. Dancing has always been a wonderful experience for me too, and reading your experience, felt like I was dancing with you. My granddaughter and I always dance to the theme for Outlander. She loves that song and insists I get up and dance with her. Welcome, the new you as you walk between the worlds. on the golden dawn of your new path! ❤

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